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« on: August 13, 2005, 05:58:44 AM »
Well, I've finally realised what is happening. RL is demanding too much from me and I know I can't go on like this. It's time to make some decisions, and one of them is to take a break from modding. To be honest I'm not even sure if it's a real break. It's more that I don't want to feel obligated to work on this and to post updates now and then.

Writing is still one of my main ways of relaxing, and I've always enjoyed writing about Madano. This means that once I'm starting to feel a bit better, I'll continue to write for him and for this mod. I just want to get rid of some of the pressure on my shoulders, to get rid of some obligations.

I won't stop, but I need a time out. It's time to start thinking about myself, to start taking care of myself.
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« Reply #1 on: August 13, 2005, 06:03:20 AM »
Aye real lifes a bitch eh? you should take a much time as you need ;-) , you should always take good care of yourself, that being said i hope things work out for ye. :)
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« Reply #2 on: August 13, 2005, 06:06:55 AM »
Take your time. Relax from modding. And gool luck in your RL :)
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« Reply #3 on: August 13, 2005, 06:20:09 AM »
Be well, have fun :) I will miss you though. Stay cool.
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« Reply #4 on: August 14, 2005, 08:44:22 AM »
Thanks, I will. :-)
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« Reply #5 on: August 14, 2005, 08:54:34 AM »
Good luck, Fantasy. *hug*
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« Reply #6 on: August 24, 2005, 02:27:12 AM »
Thanks for the support everyone. :)

Things are slowly improving after I took some important decisions. Iím not Ďbackí yet, since I spend most of my free time on relaxing with games and cycling, a lot of cycling. :-D To my surprise I actually discovered that coding is relaxing as well, ( and no, thatís not a sign that Iím crazy :p ) so Iíve coded a few conversations as well. :)

I'm basically still modding, but on a rather impulsive basis and thereís too much going on to change this in the immediate future. Still, things are improving and thatís a good thing. :)
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« Reply #7 on: August 24, 2005, 05:20:13 AM »
It's never a good thing when a hobby starts to feel like work.  Take care of yourself!  We're not going anywhere  :)

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« Reply #8 on: September 15, 2005, 10:20:46 AM »
All right, RL has settled down enough to formally return to modding. :-D There are still some things going on, but nothing that will throw me off balance again (which is something I really wish to avoid. ;-) ).

So it's time to change this topic into a normal one, and to give an update of the progress, but not here of course. :-D
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« Reply #9 on: September 15, 2005, 10:56:35 AM »
Good to hear that your RL has settled down :-D
And I see that quite an impressive progres has been made :)
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« Reply #10 on: September 15, 2005, 10:59:14 AM »
Yeah, the break was surprisingly productive. :P Perhaps I should have those more often. ;-)
I am.

Perhaps I should not, but that is not for you to decide.

"And yet I walk and talk, even smile..." - Lle caela diolooamin.

Everything and nothing... I wish it wasn't so true.


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